late night thoughts

  I don't want you to sit up at night thinking about me... I want you to text me... Send me a message... Even if it is just to say hi... Because I want you to be who I am not... Isn't that how you fill in the empty spaces? I want you to be... Continue Reading →

Are You Okay?

CHAPTER ONE I woke up to the sweet and musky scent of AXE.  It was not the vanilla I was use too.  When I opened my eyes the ceiling was missing my glow in the dark stars.  Lifting the covers revealed a lack of any clothing.  My head fell back on the pillow. "Jesus girl." ... Continue Reading →

The Perfect Date

high off life or cotton candy or funnel cake with strawberries hair red bleached & baked by chlorine’s date with the sun jean shorts still heavy from rapids promising a shower or a soak knees wobbly after using a rollercoaster to air dry teddy bear bigger than you cause you’ve looked 12 since you were... Continue Reading →

a love poem…

wrap a bouquet of flowers in a love letter poetry or prose words from the heart with a box of chocolate kisses would be nice and reese’s cups to remind me of how your chocolate hugs my peanut butter a few chocolate drizzled strawberries and a mix cd cause i love it when you make... Continue Reading →

Tabitha

My legs burned. I rubbed the rippled indentations on my calves. There was nothing soft or plush about this floor. It was more like a Brillo pad rather than a teddy bear. This wasn’t anything new to me. Too numerous were the times I had rolled around on this floor with Angel, almost rubbed my... Continue Reading →

untitiled

i raise my glass to the pain of not knowing and gulp to fight the fear i have to ask i clean the mirror in hopes of seeing myself clean when i need to windex my eyes... bleach my mind my soul trapped inside a cell inside this shell worn by my heart battle scarred... Continue Reading →

Sometimes

he said he felt like i didn’t love him, like he was just my friend a friend with the alarm code to my heart & the key to my soul… if only he’d turn it saw our future through a telescope growing together, taking each day as it came me, ready to abandon the script... Continue Reading →

Dear Happiness,

We seem to be having the typical turtleberry romance... where we dance around the subject and sometimes ignore the feelings until we can't anymore and fall head first... only for it to be too much too soon or not enough or just not what we thought it was. I want you to know that I... Continue Reading →

A letter to my ex…

Dear past love… And I would like the record to reflect that I was in love with you.  Any comment you thought was a joke when I talked about us getting married was not.  I could see it.  Some days I could reach out and touch it because it was that real in my mind. ... Continue Reading →

A letter to my future husband…

my love, This morning I wished so hard that I was waking up in your arms... or at least next to you.  If we are married then I know that you are indeed truly something special.  I want to thank you for taking the time to try and understand me. I don't for a second... Continue Reading →

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